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This weekend I have sat down and attempted to study and nothing will sink in to my brain. I dont quite understand or know what to do with myself. So I'm calling it a day because at this point in the weekend what can I do? I really miss having a weekend to have a good time instead of spending it wondering about hwo to study and when to fit things in. It's really quite frustrating if you think about it. I guess I dont like that no longer do I have any interesting blogs, tehy all revolve over my stressful law career.

They say that its normal to feel dumb. I feel dumb all the time in law school. I wonder why did they accept me? They say its normal and everyone is overwhelmed. I dont know... because all i know is me, and me is kinda scared....

Gulp

So I just went online to see my tentative schedule at GSU in the fall. I will be attending class Tuesday's as well. *gulp*. I feeel a sense of dread in the pit of my stomach because Tuesdays are an amazing day for me to catch up on readng, now it will all have to be done on the weekend. Man-o-Man. It's like this semester I feel like yes i'm abotu to catch up, no i'm falling back, yes catching up, its a neck and race with me against myself, and just when I think I'l get the hang of it they are going to add another class for me to take! I feel so tired now just thinking of it. I feel worn out imagining spring semester. . . . . . Oh well, insh'allah may God make it easier.

Gilmore Girls

Today on Gilmore Girls (which despite law school I always find time for) the older guy that is the county "selectman" who bosses everyone around and places restrictions on housing and building etc. was voted out. Not only by a little but by unanimous decision.

They showed this one scene where everyone was cheering outside and he was sitting in his store with the lights off staring into the distance. Now when the episode started I was THRILLED they wre going to kick him off (yes I am easily pleased) and rooted for him, but then when he DID... Ifelt so bad.... no wonder he wants it so bad he has no one else. He has no friends, no life. What must it feel like to spend your whole life and look back and you have the accomplishment of having no real friendships, or respect...............................

I am soo insanely reading into this I guess, but that scene almost made me cry. It's not just a show, these things happen...

Ramadan

Ramadan is coming!
i'm happy about that, whenever its Ramadan I remember good things like friends and family being together and samosas and roof ahza... I dont even realy like Roof Ahza but during Ramadan it only feels right to do so.
What I'm bummed about is three days out of the week I'm going to be in class when rosas are open. :( oh well, such is life.
One quirk on words I have on Ramadan is when people say its time to break your rosa. You are not breaking it. you are opening it. Break means it broke and is not complete. It really quirks me up!

Thats all for tonight. As you can see its past 1am and I am suffering from Insomnia...... oh well here's try two to get some rest! Goodnight.