Sunday, December 05, 2010

meditations over rice

Want to go check out the smart phones? K asked this morning. I do but its cold, I responded. He nodded, maybe tomorrow. 

Today my internet inexplicably left the building taking with it my voice-over-IP phone. And my iPod? It traveled, along with my cell phone, to parts unknown. The baby slept next to the television so I dared not turn it on.

So for the first time in weeks, I cooked without the aid of diversions so ever present you forget this is what they are and you fail to realize how much you miss like the click-click of the gas as it sputters to blue-life. The dry rice as it clatters into the bowl. Water splashing my fingers as I fill a pot. The smell of the chili as it leaves the overturned spoon in my hand into the stainless steel pot. The bubbles in the water and how they grow larger as the water transforms to steam and the inevitable imperceptible pop as they burst only to reform a hundred times over.

As I stirred, and poured, and measured, and washed, I felt a strange feeling I have not felt in some time, a meditative calm where you suddenly see your life in sharp focus.

Prophet Muhammad went to Mount Hira and
Moses went to Mount Sinai
to think and reflect
in silence
because it is only in silence that we can connect with that which is beyond us.

Standing on the cool tiles of my kitchen as I looked out to the sun setting pink in the sky while I chop onions and stir rice, I will not pretend to reach any conclusion quite so deep, but I realized: I must cook in silence more often.

And that I will not be getting a smart phone.

10 comments:

mystic-soul said...

Good move. I was more happy without iPhone!!

mystic-soul said...

Do I qualify for your list of Desi bloggers. Diary of a Pakistani chewing his past and presen in perdes!

Aisha said...

Ofcourse you qualify!!!!!! Is that the blurb you'd like??

mystic-soul said...

Ya that blurb should be OK or - if you can come up with better one - go ahead....

rickshawdiaries said...

YES!

I feel exactly the same way. I actually enjoy NOT multitasking but focusing on the task at hand. Recently, washing dishes has become my thrice-daily meditation. :)

Nauman said...

I wanted to comment on meditations but the issue of smartphone is far more interesting. I usually go for better camera-phones. It’s like a three-in-one gadget. One can use it as a phone, for photography and also like ipod. Previously I had a Nokia N82 which has a 5MP camera but it’s result wasn’t all that great. It’s worst problem was that it couldn’t reproduce the green color accurately because this color consumes most pixels (3). Now I have a Nokia N86-8MP. It’s a wonderful phone even though it lacks QWERTY keypad. But it’s specialty is it’s camera. Color reproduction is a little exaggerated but overall picture quality is great. You may like to check out this link to my picasa album:

http://picasaweb.google.com/naumansadq/GrandTrunkRoad

iamstacey said...

I never wanted a smart phone, couldn't have cared less what cell phone I had as long as I could make calls on it. Hubby finally brought home an iPhone for me and now I can't live without it. It's awesomeness. I feel very shallow now ... I just picked the iPhone over religious revelation...

Aisha said...

Mystic- will do it tonight!
Baraka- glad you can relate :)
Stacey- ROFLLLLLLL Thank you for the awesome laugh! That was awesome!!!!!

Anisa said...

I love this post. Although I do love my iPhone, I revel in quietness. I often drive without music, and if I'm home alone, I often have no TV, radio, etc. on. I love the quiet.

Aisha said...

Thanks for the info Nauman!

Anisa- thank you :-) I sometimes forget what it is to be quiet- I guess. Its good you have developed a habit for it and make time for it! :)

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