Unlike most girls, I never daydreamed about my wedding day. The marriage, yes, but the actual choosing the dress, cakes and caterers never appealed to me. Once I met Kashif, I daydreamed about the trips we would take, the dinners I might botch and the things we would discuss on our journey through life. But the wedding? Not so much.
The thought of sitting on a raised stage with a velvet veil and 200 pairs of eyes
staring at me, discussing my clothes, the groom, and whether the food was
better than the wedding last weekend or the bride prettier or uglier than the
one before, was not my idea of a romantic and beautiful ceremony. Me? I'd
rather have stood on a beach, the ocean waves lapping in the distance with my
close family and dear friends by my side while we committed to one another for
life; but at 21, raised in a tight-knit and far-flung Pakistani-American family
I knew there was no point in trying to persuade my parents of a wedding any
other way than the way they had always dreamed of. Besides, however I got
married was irrelevant to me; I was marrying Kashif, this was what mattered
most. If my parents found joy in the traditional, lavish wedding, I could give
this to them as my joy lay in the marriage this wedding would give me.
Weeks after we got married, the wedding pictures arrived. I grinned as I popped open
the box, and then promptly stared in horror as picture after picture showed not
a bashful bride grinning on her wedding day, but instead, a girl in a lovely
red grown, a beautiful groom by her side--- and a frown the size of Montana.
To read the rest of this post commemorating my ten [OMG! TEN!] year wedding anniversary over at Love Insh'Allah, please click here. Thank you K for ten lovely years and prayers for ten times many more.